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| Well, havent wrote in here for ages.... i now type in myspace.. which is rarely.... not much to say.. life has calmed down alittle... i still have relationship issues.. that i dont think i will ever be able to fix... i think it just runs on my dads side of the family... i hate it! I wish i wasnt like the way i am... i hope i grow out of it.... And Burt doesnt deserve to be treated how i treat her... i dont know what to do... I Love Brittany to death, but then... well.... i guess i will go...
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| Well.... yesterday kinda.. really sucked! It was my birthday... i have been sick... i have had a headache on and off , Burt of all people didnt say "happy Birthday"... but i guess thats ok.. i dont blame her... i never really told her happy birthday.. i dont think.. i dont know... my heads hurting... last few days have just sucked... i cant wait till break 2 more days! WOOHOOO!!!!
Later,
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| Hey,
Todays Thursday... not so bad of a day.. could always be better.. i have been kinda mixed in emotions lately, and Burt made me cry even though she probably didnt mean to or know... but i read her comments on here and started to cry(im such a loser).. oh well... She is wonderful... so is another one of my freinds. :( Oh well.. i just have to put one foot in front of the other and keep on goin strong! Easier said than done.. LOL! Well...
 When I first saw you I was afraid to meet you, when I first met you I was afraid to hold you,  when I first held you I was afraid to kiss you,  when I first kissed you I was afraid to love you,  when i started to love you I was afraid to lose you, now that i have lost you ... now i feel all lonely and lost. ....  Now what am i supposse to do?!?.....
I guess i will go now... Talk to you scally wags later.. LOL!
Love, Anthony(Rusty Nail)
 Love ya, Burt
You too, @m@nd@!
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| Well, today was pretty good. Burt asked me to come down to the lake and hang out w/ her, heather, and on of her relatives. We messed around in the water jumped off some rocks and watched part of small soldiers till i had to go! Other than that boring old life... Yesterday Amanda and i broke up.... maybe we will hook back up soon.... i dont know! I really wish we could have worked it out.... but i dont blame her... i deserved what i got! :( Oh well..... same old life i have always had.... never get the girl at the end! Well... i guess im goin to go... later.. to anyone who reads this.
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| Hello, To anyone if anyone that reads these! Todays Saturday... eewww what fun! Not.. im doin ok i could be better... Cried my eyes out last night... over a girl ... special one too.... dont know what im goin to do... i think i just need to grow up or something.... i always have some problem with girls thinkin i dont trust them... it might have to do with me being so paraniod about people, ever since some of my childhood experiences! Why does life have to be so complicated! Well Anyways.. bored out of my mind have nothing to do.. have noone to talk to or hang out with ... i have no freinds i guess! Well .. im sure i do there just busy! oh well.... i guess i will go, later!
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